They talk about “in the trenches” of motherhood… well, ten years ago I was dug in deep. My boys were ages two and three. Full-time mothering had pushed me to the end of myself, body, soul and spirit. Jake, my second-born, had a way of putting me over the edge Every. Single. Day. Those years [...]
It's the morning after the last TCAP (Tennessee's standardized tests), a soft rain just the permission we needed to sleep in. As a third grader, this was Jake's first experience with the tests that somehow mean everything and nothing. Jake is more of an athlete than a scholar, and I'm still trying to figure out what to [...]
You walk into your living room and suddenly it hits you: Wait, this place is a mess! Was my house this dirty yesterday? What happened? Who lives here, a gaggle of vermin? Didn't I just clean... um... a couple days ago? Naturally, the next thought is: the last thing in the world I want to do right [...]
Isn’t it the time of year when you get the hamster wheel feeling? Me too. Revisiting this (most viewed) post today to find true north and return to joy. I’d love to hear how you keep your heart alive when the laundry becomes your undoing?
Every day is the same – shop, cook, dishes, laundry. Sweep, wipe, scrub, pick up. All the papers, all the arguments, all the scheduling, all the homework. Do you ever feel like the monotony will swallow you whole? Do you ever feel reduced to servitude – pointless, unseen, neverending? Do you get bombarded with the voices like I do?
Most of my life is spent doing thankless work that will be undone hours – if not minutes – later. Maybe my days are just pointless.
I am stuck. I have no choice.
I am invisible. I am not getting paid for this.
Why must everyone make so many messes?
Why don’t they consider my time and effort?
Sometimes it feels like…
I’m a slave in my own home.
I’ve been working on displacing these hopeless voices with positive ones that treat me much better. In the process I’m finding a…
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It's time! Pencils sharpened, buses rolling, kids excited, lunch boxes... TBD. It's also become back-to-school normal for us to gather with school families the night before the first day to pray for our teachers, staff, students and parents. What a privilege to worship at the front doors of our public school; to walk around the property inviting God's kingdom [...]
In a matter of days, my youngest starts kindergarten. Probably the biggest transition of her life to date. But I’m not worried one bit about her; I’m so thankful we held her back. Now I’m confident the Molly Girl is ready. Then there’s the Mama. You guys know I’m not overly sentimental, and you know [...]